i wish love and honesty was enough...

She owns just an old fucking sewing machine, the black one....charged me just 30 bucks to alter my stupid pants...and I just simply fell in love with her...and life is so difficult still with all these amazing pictures around me...maybe I'm just angry...

CPL paper through after a marathon of revisions because of the fucking ref...and who gives a shit and I'm so much not in fucking mood!!!!

Never been this clear of what I wanna do in life!! and who cares how much time I do have, as long as my heart beats for it...lets do it!

Persian wild cat!!

And let me tell you...as I have known this...since I was building a wall in the middle of our dinning room with the help of my imaginary friends...or when I saw my parents having sex....or when I got married....or got divorced....or even when I met you, I have been a believer! not in good and evil...not in life's natural balance...not in god or anything close to it...but in the flow! I believed in the flow which takes me effortlessly! and where it is gonna land me, I never cared really!!!

Don't smoke, don't drink alcohol, no more black coffees, love and be loved and you will live happily ever after!!!!

I am tired....

Oh my bloody mucus...why don't you leave me alone?? You used to appear every morning and now you miss me at nights too!

Oh my bloody mucus...what are you trying to tell me?? I need more time to grow the insanity and share it with miss tree...

Oh my bloody bloody mucus...I can hear you...I can feel you...I love you!!!!!! 

I smoke, so I am, at least temporary...!

And every morning you are different...and every day is a new day!

it is not me talking to you...you don't hear me...you see me...you see my words...and i see you see right through me...and then I can't hear myself too...those are not words...it sounds insane...it is insane...and that's the only reason i can talk to you, because i don't talk...i see you...you see me...you see you...I see I...

you masturbate with my soul...your fingers touch the unavailability of my being...and we both go different directions...there is not love in the air and we feel lonely...devastated...despairing it is...and we even don't know why...though it is easier this way and it may work eventually...if we survive the suicide!!

2:30 am...black coffee with blueberry cheesecake is a die for...where r u...
 

couple of beers...rain...two many smokes...rain...Reshmi kebab...rain...people around the table...and the best part...strawberry shake after midnight...

Thunders...heavy rain...and I am sure everything is gonna be fine!!! it just needs time and I believe in it...we'll see...

you must know you can, then you do when you can, what you can, while you can....and if you can't, you just cant!

Bombay, here I come!!

i give u love...straight in your eyes...from somewhere deep down...though denial is a river............!!!!!!!

if i could bite u
how temptin that would b
a miss tree in adams
breathless..... as i should be

My country...mu homeland...the land of history, glory and power is sinking in front of my eyes...the economy is collapsed and the currency is going down by 15% almost every day!! People can hardly survive their daily life and US is happy because the sanctions have worked!! 

If this is civilization, I hate to be a part of it...if these are humans I hate to be one...if this is life, I rather think again!!!!!!!

Rain...rain...rain...rain...wash me away!