By: LoUve evocation

Going to lab more these days...sitting there makes me calm...and reminds me that more than half of the current anxiety comes from being idle which is not my blood type at all...good days will come...and I'll make em good if they are not...I'm that good man!!

I have been weird lately...maybe it's better not to talk at all...maybe it is time to take off  the mask...!!

Avoiding someone is the most unfair action in the world I believe. We better have the balls and say it loud...even if it is "fuck it"!!!!!!

Well, who gives a shit...

Sometimes joy comes when we don't plan for it...when we never see it coming!!

Friends are precious...take your hands..push you forward..invest in you...believe in you...EXIST...right when you feel fucked up...and i'm grateful :)

Alicia Keys - Girl On Fire

ninth day: It's Saturday...back on my feet again...and a day away from you to land :)

watchin MTV awards and just wondering where we all are going! Is there anything close to an end to this media shit which is happening?...its disgusting...!

eighth day: ......that's all!
i just wanna be the design of your music...

got some bad news today...and the last one was sharmin's mom who passed away last night after a long fight...her soul may rest in peace... :(

sixth and seventh day: not able to sit here and write!!!! terrible condition...throwing up and loose motion!!!....i have the phone interview today...teach for India...and i feel dizzy already...

Edward scissor hands...

fifth day, had a noisy night...well...it's Diwali...and the temple close to our flat really did a good job last night :)...may go for Puja to your place today!!...will see...

forth day: the birdi is fine...as B said...may go and pay a visit and happy Diwali tomorrow!...and watched skyfall finally ...M is dead though..and 007 looked old...:)

third day:  Sunday...gloomy Sunday...and i haven't missed you!!!

second day: My paper is published online...I also received an e-mail from teach for India saying that I'm selected for a phone interview!...and im cooking...and im watching TV....and its me all :)...and i feel good...life is moving forward..irrespective!

first day: have you reached?
ya, you have reached and me either, two different destinations maybe...and i miss you!

3 am...listening to a song with headphone...loud....till i don't feel my ears...till i cant hear anything else...it stops and everything around disappears...and I'm not worried...those who have reached know the feeling of getting lost time to time...and you get used to the frequent whisper in your head...which says you are not crazy...it's just different...it's just very much different...and it's beautiful...as beautiful as a shooting star which makes you wish...

Don't go....

My soul is touched and saved...and my life will be pure and brilliant...and you are free and beautiful...and the whole episode is a mysterious masterpiece created by angels...and we know that the hopping bird will never fly away...ever...and we will smile forever...

I slept in my arms today and cried like a baby...!!!

It's me, a regular human...like anybody else...low level of understanding sometimes...used to be funny and smart...it's me, lonely...happy...lonely...confused...lonely...happy...regular...funny...smart....lonely....

It's me...and u r?

I see it...i can see it...i know its gonna happen...i can see it...and it wont take long...it wont...and it will be filled with pleasure...and it will be colorful...and beautiful...i see it...i can see it...