All people get fucked up in their life and you are not the only one baby...you are not the only one...
It just helps you to understand that not everyone in this world deserves to love and to be loved, not even you! and that love is not the optimum factor to live for...

Being minority has its own side effects, even when they claim to understand.
Learn it and remain angry and use your hatred to fuck em all!!
Good luck babe...