Smoke,
listen to Vivaldi,
drink black bitter coffee,
read,
work like a machine,
block your heart and emotions,
switch on and off all your communications whenever you want,
stop being a fool, searching for love or same fucking issues,
remain angry,
try not to forget and forgive,
just use others feelings and emotions and hearts for time pass,
become a cold-blooded asshole like all around you,
and enjoy life just like them, and I mean them, no exceptions!!

p.s:
I told Nil the other day that Black Coffee has become bitter these days, and she commented because it has become more real!!!!
She was bloody right...