I am sick again...cold this time...and I am really really sick of being sick!
Cant work exactly when I need to do my best.
And there is lack of something in my heart which hurts a lot....and I know what it is and I cant help it...I just wish everything was somehow different and I could shout out loud....
I have to stay in bed,having soup and rest and just think where I am standing.
The world outside is icing and inside either...