--Gosh....I was not sorting the values and I was not getting the right answer and this made me thinking about sorting everything around...even people perhaps....

--I feel strongly vulnerable but impressively neutral....and this neutrality scares shit out of me...I feel like someone trying to stand on his own feet, and all my bones are broken and my skin is scratched and my tows are wounded..but I still smile because I know even now nothing is easier than that....

--and I hate my brain which commands even my heart always and there was no one, NO ONE who could make a balance between these two...

--Gosh, I love Josh Stone.