A very much different birthday!

God knows how many messages, e-mails, phone calls I received! Not that I am proud of it, but i just felt there are still few people who really care! There are still souls that I can think of at difficulties! 

I just wish I could be less bitter these days! 

Happy birthday, live in the moments and don't say you don't give a shit. It's life and you are a fucking miserable part of it. Put yourself together and finish the race and remember you don't need to win always. Just let it go...PLEASE!