I know what is wrong...where is going wrong...when it is going wrong...I see the damage...I feel the pain...I taste it and yeah, you saw it...and you may took me in because you saw it...and it hurts more sometimes...I know a lot and I know nothing, absolutely nothing and this hurts even more...as I always healed everyone's pain while my own salvation looks far...maybe I don't deserve it and not everyone deserves it I believe!

Is this the burdensome consequent of my past? and still days to come and I need to regenerate myself perhaps, and well, it's me and I'm gonna do it, as always...I just wonder WHY?