Isn't it funny that we always know the best right and wrongs in our life? and we always seek other's clues, thinking that they are gonna change things differently!!!! and this is exactly where and when we start deviating and getting lost!

Nil thinks I am converted to a dead piece...she is right perhaps...I have millions of reasons to be...and of course 2 million reasons for not to be! but she doesn't see the missing layers which hurt too too much...she will..someday....