baba bezarin man in bala bemoonam!

albate man drug merugi nistam ha,in ash ham harfaye badamoozi minevise gahi! ;)
ejalatan bayad begam parirooz yek rooze raftim Aurangabad ba Nastaran o Rita.jaye hamegi khali...badak nabood.ye kam hectic bood vali dar kol khosh gozasht.albate ma faghat residim Ajanta Caves ro bebinim o hamoon shab bargashtim Pune.
dar kol besyar safare khosh mogheyee bood va kolli khastegiye kaleye mano bar taraf kard.be khosoos ke inja alan Diwali-e va oonayee ke hend boodan midoonan in yani chi.emsal ye version jadid az taraghe piyazihaye iran ezafe shode ke sedash vaghean vahshatnake...

anyway,jaye hame khali....
ma raftim....

I have experienced it!
Life is changing from hell to heaven in a sec.! and sometimes although you do your best,it is not in your hand...what is missed is hope+luck and maybe a little sugar!!!!!!!!!!!
Now life is very very beautiful....as colorful as a rainbow and as soft as a piece of cloud!!!!!!!!!
It took a long way to reach and now i feel safe and secure.
I am delightful!!!!
:D

nemidoonam chera chand vaghte in doktori be man gir dade!
shayadam man behesh gir dadam,
shayadam do tamoon be ham gir dadim!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ajab giri oftadima......
emrooz delam mese khar Mulshi mikhad...
amoooooo kojayeeeeeeeeee????!!!!!!!!!!
:(

In chand vaghte lahne neveshtanam kheyli avaz shode...hamash ghor ...hamash shekayat...hamash gham o ghosse...
engar na engar ke kolli lahazate khoob o shad ham daram.
har ki nadoone fekr mikone man alan dar tahe amaaghe gham o ghosse madfoon shodam.
baba jan in chizayee ke mano azab midan,kheyliha ro azab midan va faghat moshkele man ke nistan,na mage?

kholase say mikonam kami bishtar vaghe bin basham va ye kam bishtar be sar o vaze kharabe in weblog beresam!
chon kolli chize khoob daram ke mitoonam bahashoon hal konam...

felan already bayad beram doktori bekhoonam,
sobi ba ye refighe ghadimi be modate 2 min. harf zadam ke kolli hal dad.
badam ye kam kar kardam,
ye ghahve khordam,
ye sari be refigh rofagha zadam,commenti chizi,
hala ham oomadam soraghe khodam,
alanam bayad ba sar beparam vasate ye kari ke nemidoonam key tamoom mishe!
kholase injooria...
ma raftim!

ey baba befahm dige,cheghadr khari!!!!
hamash migi ya oon ya man! nemifahmi ke in harfa dige zamanesh gozashte....in chiza male ghadima bood.
alan bayad begi,age kheyli shans biyari taze, ya oon ya oon!!!!!!!!!
va to oonghadr khari ke hanooz ino nafahmidi!!!!!!!!!
vali akharesh mifahmi,man midoonam,mishnasamet...
khodeto mizani be khari,
na?

I have moved to physics dept. since last week almost.
Quiet different atmosphere ...
I wish it helps me to go on faster...I have a lot to do... a lot....
I wish I had more hands and an extra high processor speed brain,dual core maybe to help me take me out of all the shit and put me on the right track!!!!!!!!!!
But I am fine and just tried maybe.

Agha ma berim doktorimoono bekhoonim !!!!!!!!

Dombe shotor resid be zamin o ma hanooz doci nashodim...bodo baba jan...

Vay be haale seydi,
kaz yaad rafte baashad,
dar daam maande baashad,
sayaad rafte baashad....
!!!!!!

I am angry!
I am very very very much angry....
and anger is the only destructive block of this fucking house....
and I know it,but cant help it!
I am bloody angry...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!