This is it...fucking fate or whatever u wanna name it...which takes me back to India...and this doesn't surprise me...India can do anything!!!
Will say hi to the new stage of my life soon!!
And I'm gonna just have fun with it...

On the way back home after more than 6 years...the road looks very much the same...mountains...the wide lands both sides...and me on a single VIP seat...a very small suitcase...carrying almost nothing but my memories....
Was reading old messages on my mobile.... And asking myself who the fuck I am??!!!....time flies..I lie...I live in the blue and I will die and I still dream of finding someone like you...miss tree!!!
How bitter sweet this will taste?!?
Sometimes it lasts in love....sometimes it hurts instead!!!

It's three weeks...India has called me back but not sure yet....life is simply too complicated...I have done nothing and its killing me...and I need someone to teach me how to survive!!!

These days just go by and I go by them.....not feeling lost, not found yet....in heavy traffic listening to the fucking music the driver is playing, stuck in lanes and roads he is shortcuting to reach faster maybe....and all around looks like a jok which is not funny at all....and don't ask me how I feel!!!!

These walls....are getting taller and I even don't feel it!!! She talked with me after fucking 40 years, my mom!! And it didn't make me feel any better....and I'm just trying to be positive....and you even don't remember me perhaps....and....