Dige ghamestaane ro doost nadaaram! so I wont write here for sometimes,..
fekr mikonam baayad beshinam va dar morede inke cheghadr dar zendegim perfectionist hastam va cheghadr az chizaaye vaaghe-ee dar zendegim lezzat mibaram kami fekr konam.
shayad behtar baashe be jaaye ghor zadan az chizaayee ke nadaram,say konam baa oonaayee ke daram hal konam!
shayadam behtar bashe osoolan give up konam va ye chizaayee ro tamoom konam va ye chizaayee ro dobare shoroo konam!

anyway,felan nemikham benevisam...
Bye!

It's like your a drug

It's like your a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time

And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around

It's like your a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me

And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like your a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways if I don't give you up now

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P1PB2_vR8qw

shanbe naame!

-Ghamestaane mesle ye nakhe naazok vali mohkam mano be hameye oonaayee ke dooseshoon daaram vasl mikone!khoda kone hamishe betoonam faaselehaa ro baahaash por konam....

-I love this song....its telling me something that I am personally never dare to say!!! I also like this new song ...

-dishab ba rashin teye yek faraar o gorize nim saate 2 taa marmoolak yaa be ghole rashin bache crocodile koshtim!!!!dar heyn amaliyat va badesh ham har chi az dahanemoon dar oomad nesaare jaane marmoolake badbakht kardim!!!!!

- I wanna loveI want a fire
To feel the burn
My desires
Are you gonna fight for me?
Die for me?
Live and breathe for me?
Do you care for me?
'Cause if you don't then just leave

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away
Just walk away

-nemidoonam in khale neda chera yeho gheyb shod??baba khale rafti khareje dige maa ro tahvil nemigiri ha ;))))

daagh-e daagh!

az dirooz dobaare inja jahanam shode...
baazam khoda pedar AC andar lab ro biyamorze.albate kolle ghaziye intori mishe ke az sobh ta shab too lab tilik tilik az sarma milarzim va shab ta sobh ham too khoone az garmaa abpaz mishim!!!!!
fekr konam be zoodi eyne dandoone sard o garm shode tarak bokhorim!!!!!!

Bedoon-e sharh!!!!!

ماجرا از اين قرار است كه به گفته كسي كه اين طومار را به دست من رساند، در يكي از اماكن توريستي اصفهان چند نفر خيلي محترمانه به دوست راوي كه گويا همسرش اندكي بدحجاب بوده، نزديك شده، بعد از سلام و احوالپرسي طوماري با يك گل و كارتي با عنوان «محرمانه، فقط گل‌ها بخوانند» را به وي مي‌دهند. آقا كه حدس زده بوده اين نامه براي تذكر به وضع حجاب همسرش است، قبل از باز كردن نامه، به خاطر اينكه تذكردهندگان به جاي برخورد، «كار فرهنگي» را انتخاب كرده‌اند، از آنها قدرداني مفصلي مي‌كند و بعد از رفتن آنها طومار را نگاهي مي‌اندازد. تصوير و متن طومار را عينا مي‌بينيد:

تصوير روي كار فرهنگي

تصوير توي كار فرهنگي

متن كار فرهنگي:

بسم‌رب‌الزهرا

اي عزيز كه خداوند تو را به سرپرستي خانواده‌ات برگزيد، غيرت و مردانگي را پيشه خود ساز تا به گروه مردان راه يابي و نيك بدان كه پوشيدگي زنان، تبلور غيرت مردان آنهاست. پس با مردانگي، پاسدار حجاب ناموس خويش باش، آن‌گونه كه غيرت تو را احساس كنند.
امام صادق(ع) فرمود: خداوند غيور است و مردان غيرتمند را دوست دارد.

اي عزيز، بدان نمايش جاذبه‌هاي جنسي بدن زن، تأثير در جسم و جان و هورمون مردان بيگانه را به همراه دارد. پس مبادا با بي‌حجابي ناموسمان، در تولد اولاد ديگران سهيم باشيم كه شيطان نيز سهامدار آنها خواهد شد و پوشيدگي زن، پادزهر اين نوع مشاركت است. اي عزيز، ويژگي‌هاي جسمي زن از اسرار و حجاب، حافظ اسرار زيبايي‌هاي زن است، پس نبايد اسرار را بر نامحرمان افشا كنيم كه بر خود خيانت روا داشته‌ايم و خداوند، خيانت پيشگان را دوست ندارد.

اداره كل اوقاف و امور خيريه استان اصفهان
امر به معروف حوزه مقاومت بسيج 3 امام حسين(ع) و يك فاطمةالزهرا(س)

راوي مي گفت، قيافه دوستش بعد از «كار فرهنگي» و آگاهي از شريك بودن در تولد اولاد ديگران، خيلي ديدني بوده!

from : http://www.baztab.com/news/65201.php

Mordeshoor in doori ro bebare!!!!

inam az khale ghazal ke dobare peydash shod o ye hali be in ghamestaane dad.kolli az didane comment-esh khoshhal shodam...
manam delam vaasash tang shode,be ghole khodesh baraye poshte chemistry ke yavaashaki berim o ye zig bezanim...ya baraaye oon CCDay too Symbiosis road ke mishestim,ye cold coffee toop sefaaresh midaadim o eyn-e khar harf mizadim o mikhordim o mizadim o ....

hala az hameye oon lahzehaa ye mosht khaatere moonde va ye tike jaa baraaye neveshtan o be yaad aavordaneshoon...

man ke kheyli doosesh daashtam o daram.
omidvaaram hamishe mizoon o sare haal baashe...
inam behesh migam ke goore pedare doori!!!!!hich ghalati nemitooni bokone...poozesho mizanim,na mage???

ye dooste shirin ham daaram,be shirini-e asal ke mamanesh daare mire pishesh.manam baraye inke hasoodim o khafe konam be ehtemaale ziyaad khodam miram pishe mamanam!!!! ;)))) baraye in dooste shirin o mamanesham aarezooye salaamati va nahaayate khoshgozashtan ro mikonam...midoonam ke albate anyway khosh khahad gozasht beheshoon...

ye dooste naazanin ham daaram ke aslan haalesh roo be raah nist.ozash dar ham o bar hame va daare mese chi azaab mikeshe va man hich ghalati nemitoonam vaasah bokonam..ah...delam mikhad baabate in daastan khodamo bokosham...in dige che joor khaaleye be dard nakhoriye aakhe...

badtar az hame inke hey baayad beram doktori bekhoonam va inke dige alan too in mogheiyat kaamelan roo asaabame,vali khob man aadat daaram be ghoort daadan va dam nazadan...inam roosh!!!!

No comment!!

choosing a wife!

A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money.

The first does a total make-over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon, gets her hair done, new make-up and buys several new outfits, and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much.

The man was impressed.

The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much

Again, the man is impressed.

The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future because s he loves him so much.

Obviously, the man was impressed.

The man thought for a long time about what each woman had done with the money he'd given her.

Then, he married the one with the biggest boobs.

Men are like that, you know.....

Have you searched fot the geometry of chance???!!!!
Have you searched for the shape of your heart???!!!!

Shocking!!!!

It's sunday...
It's very very hot outside...
It's very cold cold inside...
I am working with a cup of coffee and a pack of Camel!
The code has still some bugs,the visa isn't ready yet,the mother is upset,the brother is angree,the best friend is suffering and the most myself is lost!!!!

It's sunday,but it isn't off.
It's just sunday.
I am listening to some bullshit music just because it's sunday and the links aren't blocked!!
I am thinking...someone wrote me something and it was so close,so close that I got shocked!!!
TALK when you feel and you know you should.
DO it if you need to do it,regardless of what it is,just DO it...

Is it possible????
Yeahhhh,if you are not the last one who you care about!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy birthday ghamestaane!

dooste azizi,doosti ke nemishnaasamesh,behem yaadaavari kard ke weblogam yek saale shode!!!!!!!!!
va man oonghadr gij ovijam ke khodam havasam nabood :(((( vaaghean sharmaavare....

anyway,
omidvaaram ke sad saal beh az in saalhaa man o ghamestaane dar kenaare ham baashim va baa ham haal konim....
omidvaaram hamishe saalem bemooni ghamestaaneye man!
omidvaaram hamishe shirin baashi!
omidvaaram hamishe ...

yaallaa dige ,shamaar o foot kon!!!!!!!!!!

Solutions...

You do it if you can...
seems difficult,seems very difficult...but you just need to take the risk , the the chance and make the change!!!!!!!!!!!! not easy but sweet finally,and you taste the sweetness in your whole body...
Do it,specially when you are angree,you wont regret my dear firend,I promise...
Then if you feel weak, you just look above.You will see,you have been always blessed with love...
and if love is dead,you will love angels instead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Breakaway...

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_MNT8QQZ6E&NR=1


Angels!

I sit and wait
Does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old
'cos I have been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel the love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

When I'm feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=br2v1GWagZQ

Right to be Wrong!

I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
I'm flesh and blood to the bone
I'm not made of stone
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down too long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
I've got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

You're entitled to your opinion
But it's really my decision
I can't turn back I'm on a mission
If you care don't you dare blur my vision

Let me be all that I can be
Don't smother me with negativity
Whatever's out there waiting for me
I'm going to faced it willingly

I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
Flesh and blood to the bone
See, I'm not made of stone
I've got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down to long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
I've got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
I've got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z7OLMnXkqO4&mode=related&search=

ino az webloge doosti ke nemidoonam delesh mikhaad linkesho inja bezaaram yaa na kesh raftam! chon aasheghesh shodam va eshgh zaaheran har kaari ro tojih mikone....
bedoone hich dalili va be hezaar dalil pishkeshesh mikonam be Sharmin,yaare ghadimi
va naapeydaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

در شب کوچک من،افسوس

باد با برگ درختان میعادی دارد

در شب کوچک من دلهره ی ویرانیست

گوش کن

وزش ظلمت را میشنوی؟

من غریبانه به این خوشبختی مینگرم

من به نومیدی خود معتادم

Eshgh!

emrooz rooze ajib gharibiye!
cheraasham nemidoonam.
az sobh ke oomadam ye sare daaram baa in code var miram,balke beshe raash endaakht...

emrooz kheyli ham ajib nist.
mesle dirooze!
dirooz ham ye sare baa codam var miraftam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chera man hamash montazeram taa ye ettefaaghe ajib biyofte???shaayad chon gharar nist aslan biyofte!!!!
manam o in zendegi o hameye payeen baalash.
manam o in zendegi o hameye bug haash ke nemitoonam rafeshoon konam.
manam o in dard-e bidarmoon.
manam o ....

manam o eshgh,
manam o eshgh,
manam o eshgh....

Haghaayegh!

-alan dar dorane bivazni be sar mibaram!
delam mikhad betoonam entekhab konam,beyne aadamaaye dor o baram va oonaayee ke mikhaam negah daaram va baghiya ro,har ki ke mikhaan baashan,berizam door!! vali hich vaght hamchin azadi va jesaarat va shojaa'ati ro dar tasmimgirihaam tajrobe nakardam...
alan be nazare man hameye ghavaanin-e din o donyaa ye jaayeeshoon milange va iraad daaran...

-na khaste am,na naaraahat na hich chize dige.balke be haale estefraagh residam va ino nemidoonam chera kasi nemifahme.
nemidoonam chera be man ke mirese hame chiz baayad hamishe mizoon baashe va hame chiz baayad aakharesh dorost beshe???
yani man potential-e baakhtan va kharaab kardan-e chizi ro nabaayad daashte baasham???

-Hvaa in chand roo kami behtar shode bood.ya baarandegi-e bi moghe kolli damaa ro endaakht paayeen va mishod shabaa khaabid.vali khodemoonima tanhaayee kheyli haal mide,manke kheyli bahash hal mikonam...

-fekr mikonam taarikh masrafam dige vaaghean daare tamoom mishe va alaanaast ke beep,sedaaye khamoosh shodanam dar biyad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
chi kar bayad bokonam hala???

-khale neda jome shab parid raft singapore....maa kheyli toolani baa ham doost naboodim,kheyli ham az bikh o bon-e ham khabar nadashtim,kollan kheyli az sharaayete ye doostiye par o paa ghors ro shaayad nadaashtim vali fekr mikonam baraaye ham doostaaye khoobi boodim.man ke delam kolli vaasash tang mishe...

-amoo farbod ham mikhad az inja bere :((((((((((((gaahi fekr mikonam cheraa hamamoon daarim partaab mishim invar oonvar!!!!! ?????? be ghole farbod,har chi doortar behtar......

-Zendegi mitoone az sar taa paash booye goh bede.mitoone ham gohi baashe vali boosh dar nayaad!!!!!!!!!!

-dirooz too rooznaame khoondam ke dolate iran 2 ta trend gozashte baraye takmile Nuclear plants at Bushehr!!!!!!!!!!!!! be khoda dameshoon garm,engar na engar...!!!!!!!! -man bayad zood beram Iran.delam baraaye kheyli ha tang shode...va albate inja ghade khar kaar daaram...hamishe hame chiz baayad be ham gere bokhore va man hamash dar haale joon kandan va doyeedan baasham.shaayad baayad inghadr sakht nagiram...

-oonghadr harf too in delame ke gaahi az gooshaam dood miyaad biroon...
shabaa ke miram bekhaabam kolli baa khodam harf daaram ke biyaam inja benevisam,vali vaghti miyaam laalmooni migiram!!!

-shenide boodam baziyaa dochaare khod kam bini mishan,baziya dochaare khod bozorg bini mishan.vali nadide boodam kasi dochaare khod aslan nabini beshe!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-dar haale haazer,mastiyam darde mano dige davaa nemikone....

+18 !!!!!!!!!!!!!

An Arab was interviewed at the US Embassy for a U.S.A. Visa:

Consul: What is your name?
Arab: Abdul Aziz

Consul: Sex?
Arab: Six to ten times a week

Consul: I mean, male or female?
Arab: Both male and female and sometimes even camels.

Consul: Holy cow!
Arab: Yes, cows and dogs too!!!!

Consul: Man ....isn't it hostile?
Arab: Horse style, dog style, any style

Consul: Oh..........dear!
Arab: Deer? No deer, they run too fast!

Gozaareshaat!

-Yesterday I shifted to a new house! and I feel pretty upset!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I didn't know that I have liked that flat so much... of course it's understandable...I have many many good and bad memories from that flat...many many many....

Now I am much closer to my lab and everything seems to be much more easier,but I still don't feel happy...

And I am damn tired of handeling everything ALONE !!
anyway,
let's see how I would like this new place later...

-I have recived my research visa apporoval letter and I have to go back to Iran asap. well,I am happy,I have missed my mom and my beloved friends...

-Last night Man.Utd swept AC Roma away. Thoes who like football and follow UEFA matches know that what 7-1 win means!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bande alan mesle khari ke behesh golaabi daade baashan khar keyfam.albate dar kamaale badbakhti dishab natoonestam baazi ro bebinam chon LNB -e in dishtv maa kharab shode boode va maa nemidoonestim.kholase dishab ham bazi ro miss kardam ham serial-e Lost ro...


-dige gozaareshi nadaaram behetoon bedam.
felan beram doktori bekhoonam!

Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs.... who arranged a running competition.
The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower.
A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants....
The race began... Honestly,no one in crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower.

You heard statements such as:
"Oh, WAY too difficult!!"
"They will NEVER make it to the top."
or:
"Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!"
The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one....

Except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher....
The crowd continued to yell, "It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!"

More tiny frogs got tired and gave up....
... But ONE continued higher and higher and higher....
ولی فقط یکی به رفتن ادامه داد بالا, بالا و باز هم بالاتر....
This one wouldn't give up!

At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Except for the one tiny frog who, after a big effort, was the only one who reached the top!

THEN all of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how this one frog managed to do it?
A contestant asked the tiny frog how he had found the strength to succeed and reach the goal?
It turned out....
That the winner was DEAF!!!!

The wisdom of this story is:
Never listen to other people's tendencies to be negative or pessimistic.... because they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you -- the ones you have in your heart!
Always think of the power words have.
Because everything you hear and read will affect your actions!

Therefore:
ALWAYS be....
POSITIVE!
And above all:
Be DEAF when people tell YOU that you cannot fulfill your dreams!

Happy Good Friday!

The noble Joseph, when he had taken down Thy most pure Body from the tree, wrapped it in fine linen, and anointed it with spices, and placed it in a new tomb.
Glory to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit, now and ever, and unto ages of ages. Amen.
The angel came to the myrrh-bearing women at the tomb and said: Myrrh is fitting for the dead, but Christ has shown Himself a stranger to corruption.

All of us have a miseary threshold.
We can scale ourselves into several groups indicating the level of happiness.
We can persue happiness.
We can ask for happiness.
If we dream about it and if we protect it,if we fight for it,if we die for it...then for sure we'll get it.
No matter how hard it is or how far it is...
Regardless of how damn tired and frustrated we are...

Well,the recipe is here.
Go and get it!!!!!

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می گویی دوستت دارم
و من از زمین می رویم
مست می شوی
موج بر می دارم
شعری می نویسی
من می خندم
اما هر شب که می خوابی
تکه هایم را از میان روزهای تو جمع می کنم
و با چشم های زنی خسته به خواب می روم

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KOONE KHIYAAR O HAGHIGHAT,HAR DO TALKH AST!!!!! ;)))))))

انجمن شیمی آمریکا عضویت سی شش تن از محققان ایرانی را به خاطر قوانین تحریم این کشور لغو کرده است

انجمن شیمی آمریکا علت این تصمیم را سکونت این افراد در ایران و مغایرت خدمات رسانی این انجمن به آنها بر اساس قوانین تحریم جمهوری اسلامی عنوان کرده است.
دیوید سموردین از مسؤولان ارشد انجمن شیمی آمریکا در این باره به بی بی سی فارسی گفت: "به این نتیجه رسیده ایم که بر اساس قوانین فعلی وزارت خزانه داری آمریکا نمی توانیم خدمات خود را به دانشمندان ایرانی ساکن این کشور عرضه کنیم، به همین خاطر و بناچار عضویت این افراد را لغو کردیم"

آقای سموردین تأکید می کند عضویت سایر اعضای ایرانی انجمن شیمی آمریکا که ساکن ایالات متحده یا کشورهای دیگرند پابرجاست و این انجمن برای کسب مجوز عضویت دوباره برای ساکنان ایران تلاش خواهد کرد

هنوز مشخص نیست که آیا سایر مجامع علمی آمریکایی از تصمیم انجمن شیمی آمریکا پیروی خواهند کرد یا خیر ولی انجمن فیزیک آمریکا در کالج پارک مریلند از مخالفت خود با این تصمیم خبر داده است

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vaghean in dige gheyre ghaabele tahamole.

zaaheran siyaasate maa daghighan eyne diyaanate maast...
man be onvaane ye chemist kaamelan ehsaase heghaarat mikonam :(((((

Alan , daghighan hamin alan ke daaram inaa ro minevisam daaram az inke nemitoonam nafas bekesham mimiram!!!!
ellatesham nemidoonam,na ke nadoonam vali khob behtare fekr konam ke nemidoonam!!!!

alan donbaale paache migardam ke begiramesh!
kholaase watch out,aghalan ye chand roozi...taa bebinam key in sagiyate man khoob mishe.

oonghadr az in barzakh badam miyaad ke tarjih midam joft paa beparam too jahanam vali too barzakh namoonam...

قایقی در کار نیست

باران می خواهم

بی هیچ تحمل

هوا می خواهم

بی هیچ کتمان

در این هوای بارانی

تو را می خواهم

بی هیچ تحمل کتمان

چه بغض بسته ای ست تمنا

در این زمین کویری ترک خورده

چه جان خسته ای ست در من

در این بی کرانۀ ابری .

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قناعت می کنم در شادی

قناعت می کنم در کامیابی

قناعت می کنم در بیان حقیقت

قناعت می کنم به سکوت

غرق می شوم در صبوری

غرق می شوم در نخواستن

غرق می شوم

در نگفتن ِ " دوستت دارم "

چه مرتاض ِ گناهکاری !

don't cry...

-Don't cry,
Don't try to fix me,I am not broken!!!!

I know,I am not sleeping...
Has no one told you she isn't breathing??!!!
I am the lie living for you!!!! so you can hide!!!!!!
Don't cry....


-I am still hearing,I am still feeling,I am still living !!!!
This window,here, looks very far...
I am thinking while hearing,
I don't beleive but...I will wake up or I will die...
I am the lie living for you so you can hide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't cry....

-I know,I will die someday.
and I am sure they will forget me very soon.
I know I 'll go someday and
I am sure they wont remember even my name.
This is salvation,to reach the ultimate end or maybe beginning!
who knows ???

This is fate.
This is life.
This is life including the abstract of God...

Don't try to fix me,I am not broken...
I am the lie living for you so you can hide !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tasmim...

Mikhay bedooni key zendegit be fuck rafte????
vaghti talaash kardi hamaro raazi negah daari!!!!
vaghti hameye sayeto kardi ke aadamaaye dor o varet,including oonaayee ke kheyli nazdikan,azat raazi baashan va baahaat haal konan!!!!
vaghti be in natije beresi ke aslan laazem nist hame inghadr bahat happy baashan va inke to hagh daari ye kaari koni ke baziya haaleshoon azat be ham bokhore va aslan nakhaan rikhte nahseto bebinan,oonvaght chenaan ehsaase aarameshi mikoni ke nagoo!

va man shakhsan hich vaght in aaraamesho ehsaas nakardam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hala baayad taa omr daaram bodoam balke ye raahi peydaa konam.oonam ke aslan kaare raahati nist...

sometimes i think i have to give up.Nothing is remained to fight for and it gives me a shitty feeling...

Let's go,
Let;s move,
Let's finish it...

Kalamaate ghesaar!

-If someone who you care about very much is upset somewhere in this damn world and you are unable to help at all,then how can you expect yourself to enjoy?????
I hate distance.
I hate being far away.
I hate ....

and this story seems to go on and on and on ....
and I seem to be far and far and far ...

-Changes are not easy to enhancde.
they are not easy to be obtained.
even they are not easy to be tried!!!!!!!!!!!
but still I try to make at least one,a single one...

wow,I feel lost again!
I feel helpless,
I feel shit,
I feel far...
wonderful,isn't it?

-baraaye faraar az har goone gham o ghosse va baraaye faramoosh kardan-e oon chizaayee ke ghaabele hal shodan nistan , behtarin raahe hal gozashtan-e ye head set yaa earphone to
goosh va ghooshkardan be "aahange aay khanoom koja koja" be soorate unlimited mibaashad.
I have tired ,its working!!!! trust me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-jaaleb ine ke hatta khodam ham be khodam trust nakardam va alan be nahve poshte sare hami ke hodoode 20 baar shode already,be ahange asaabkhoordkone hello goosh kardam va ghasd daram ta az dast dadane kaamele sho'ooram be in ahang goosh bedam.
alan az oon vaghtast ke mitoonam dast be har kaari bezanam!!!!!!!!!!!

happy 13th to door!! = 13 be dar mobarak!!!!!!!!!!!;))))))

13 be dar , chaarda be too,rapatoo patoo rapatoo patoo !!!!!
13 be dar-e hamatoon mobarak!
enshalla 1000 saal beh az in saalhaa...

maa ram doa konin,vaghti mizanin biroon o naahaar o chaman o gardesh o baazi o ...... ooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
maa ham emshab mizanim mirim tappeye poshte khoonamoon , balke nahsish nagire maa ro...

khosh bashin!