These days are difficult...It's always hard to make some changes...to let go of some memories...some feelings... to grow older...to strengthen the shoulders to bare more hard times...to smile...to carry on...to LIVE!

But, I guarantee...better days are coming...better days are coming...

This is the plan:
This paper is gonna be uploaded today.
Next paper is gonna be uploaded by end Nov.
Pre-viva will be in Nov.
Thesis submission in Jan.
job searching Jan. onwards.
:)))))
hala to begoo, koja berim?!

Sometimes we know
Sometimes we don't
Sometimes we give
And sometimes we won't

Sometimes we're strong
And sometimes we're wrong
Sometimes we cry
Sometimes we cry
......

--Nil is back....we are gonna move out till Sept. end....hope to find a nice place soon...

--Life is kinda flowing...and I don't care where...its gonna find the right path I am sure...don't you think so??

--Back to work after three days of holidays....Happy independence day India!!

Happy birthday saabkhoone....

She finally left today...I wish her a safe and sound journey back home...and I wish she can sort out everything and comes back soon...
Some people are made to be missed and their absence is badly felt...and you are one of them for sure Speid.....
Be good gal!

صبح که میشود، پرده‌ها که باز میشوند، نور که سرازیر میشود، گرمای بوسه‌ای که بر گردنم می‌نشیند، بوی قهوه که در اتاق می‌پیچد...و..و..و..و...اینها همه علائم حضور توست... حضورت پاینده

ویگن زنِ زیبا می‌خونه تو گوشم...جلوی چشام اعداد و ارقام رو مانیتور رژه می‌رن و تو دلم ، تو دلم تویی...مثل خودت آروم و خوب...موزیک عوض می‌شه...کوهن...این ما ی سیکرت لایف... و من یقین دارم که زندگی‌ هیچ جوره نمیتونه بهتر از این باشه، نه مگه؟

she says I deserve it...and i do deserve it...to have u in my arms..to hold u forever...Anathema...regret...and no regret...and its all u..in my veins..and I am not drunk and I dont have to kiss u to know how alive i am....and this is called a fucking damn romantic night...

ya...i know...I am u...i am in love....i am u ....all u...all yours...

--I am easy..
never been easier...
why don't you take it easy....now that I am happy...now that I have learned to live more in the present...now that I am fine....

--And you, who wrote me and perhaps expected me to write you back...I am sure you don't deserve it...you ruined my life and passed by my corpse, making love with your sweet girl...you don't exist anymore darling...you just simply don't!!

--Don't you count on me...oh, don't you count on me girl...??!!

Everybody,
everybody,
let's get into it.
Get stupid.
Get it started...
get it started,
get it started.
Let's get it started , let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started , let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started , let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started , let's get it started