--My second paper is through with minor revisions.....
And it woke me up....do you hear me...I am awake now....and I just need your arms darling...

--I live with you...I sing with you...I breath with you...and I experience the ultimate and most delicious pain and love mixture...and you can't see it!

Could you believe that due to some stupid fucking mistake, I have to redo all the calculations from the scratch?
Could you just imagine how much time I have already spent and how much time I do need to repeat everything?
Would you understand how much fucked I am at the momnet!!!!!!!!

Just wow!

--Gosh....I was not sorting the values and I was not getting the right answer and this made me thinking about sorting everything around...even people perhaps....

--I feel strongly vulnerable but impressively neutral....and this neutrality scares shit out of me...I feel like someone trying to stand on his own feet, and all my bones are broken and my skin is scratched and my tows are wounded..but I still smile because I know even now nothing is easier than that....

--and I hate my brain which commands even my heart always and there was no one, NO ONE who could make a balance between these two...

--Gosh, I love Josh Stone.

,خندیدمت

,آواره ات کردم

....بی‌ سکون، بی‌ سکون، بی‌ سکون

if (you=smart) then
you=survive from this shit

else
you=will be hopped from one shit to another

end if

A mug of masala tea...

freaky shy rain which goes off and on...
backache which pulls the trigger frequently, reminding me to sit properly...
work which is going on, don't care how well,and does it matter anyway?...

and life...well...lets not talk about it!!

Nil is going home this Tuesday..if she gets the return visa.
happy journey :)

Remain calm...
No matter how deep is the shit your country is sinking in,
how terrible is your country's economical status,
how easily people are killed,
how desperate and devastated are all around you,
how fucked up is your government,
how angry you are,
how sad and alone you are....
Just remain calm!!
And let me be clear, there is no future, it's the damn shit which is surfacing everyone's heart and face and life....
There is no future, just enjoy the shit sweetheart!!!

The C code is workinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg and this means work will go aheaddddddddddddddddddddddd and this means I don't give a shit about anything elseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, at least at the momentttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt...... :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Rain doesn't look to stop and the university is the most beautiful ever....and I am the lonelier of all times....and you don't exist...and you fucked my life and my dreams...and I need someone to be there....and I need trust while I am sure no one has it!
I was reading your blog's archive last night, Jan and Feb 2008 and then March...and you were saying I love you as sweet and easy as you were saying to me a month earlier!!

Rain doesn't look to stop and myself and university are the most beautiful ever!!
Ba'ale :))

Fuck, I updated Chrome and still unable to play Angry birds!!!
How should I entertain myself now!?

--The first rain...not much of thunder or storm...just rain...and there it is, the season changed in a day, temperature dropped and rain coat are out of the closet.
And this will be the my last rainy season in India for sure.

--Watched "Biutiful" last night...and didn't like it much.

--Before I was trying to hang on with everyone and now I see many of the even closest are just not bearable! no idea if it's me or them who has changed!!!!