April 30, 2011

باور کن....من تو را نمیخواهم...من هیچ کجای روح ترا نمیخواهم...هیچ جای خاطره‌های کوچک و بزرگمان را در هیچ جای ذهنم جا نمیدهم...
باور کن....تو هم معنی‌ من نیستی‌،مال من نیستی‌، مال من نمیشوی،عشق من نمیشوی....
باور کن....من ترا می‌خواهم...من روح تو را می‌خواهم و همهٔ خاطره های....

میبینی‌؟باور میکنی‌؟ معنی‌ نمانده،عشقی‌ نمانده...همه‌اش داستانهای تکراریست...نترس، عادت میکنی‌...عادت می‌کنیم

April 29, 2011

Mikhahi khoob bashi...bash, bash , bash, bash........
kasi hast ke bekhahadat....

April 26, 2011

-Writing the abstract, as the thesis title is gonna be changed!
I am also trying to optimize the fucking parameters of HF and CCSD codes which all were lost last time when my HDs crashed.

-Faced a puncher tyre this morning...saali ke nekoost az baharash peydast!

April 25, 2011

Some, don't even deserve to waste an e-mail....!!!!
Couldn't you write me back saying just : thanks!
That's a huge shit baby...huge...big....

April 23, 2011


Different feelings...
heat all over my body, through my veins....
shake inside my head...
and a small piece of my heart which does not use a direct NO!

Am I getting better???!!!!!

April 20, 2011

God, why you made black coffee so sexy?!

April 19, 2011

I almost died....inside and out...but I am back to work now and good news is my boss allowed me to submit my thesis in 6 months!

God....I can't give you up....I can't...and I have decided to live with it...no matter what...I love you damn it!!!

April 11, 2011

......به کجا چنین شتابان

April 7, 2011

If you could only just stop stop stop running
If you could only take a second to breath it in
Everything that you know would be beautiful
Like you
You know they're never gonna stop stop stop your love
Let's pretend that the world is waking up
Everything that we see is beautiful
Like you
Like you

April 6, 2011

I played 5 matches today...and lost the singles final at last....
and I feel good now....
I am just bored...down deep...I have been converted to a new person who I don't it...and can't get rid of it...i have missed myself....very much...

April 4, 2011

When love is replaced by hatred, is the perfect time for feeling free!!!!
and now I have started feeling free..
no doubt that there are wounds that will never get healed!
no doubt that there are feelings which are killed so badly that may never come back!
but still...i will get ride of you...because I started hating you...and then I wont even remember your face and that's yummy!!!!

April 2, 2011

You don't love me,
and I don't love you too,
and that's it!!!!!