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Smoke? One pack a day baby...
Sleep? bad dreams!
Eat? to survive!
Hope? Fuck it!!
....

I thought it is a game over, but instead I realized I have achieved another level completion,. Next level though looks interesting and its called "Singularity"!
Result: Have started believing that some people are born to give and some to take and some even don't deserve to be in!
Be careful, either give or take,
nevertheless,
there are boundaries,
don't cross them!!

Wanna live,
wanna learn,
wanna let go,
wanna not love,
wanna be cold,
wanna be neglecting,
wanna forget all moments,
wanna live,
wanna survive,
wanna stand on my feet,
wanna lean on no one,
wanna be alone,
wanna live,
wanna drink,
wanna be drunk,
wanna forget,
wanna discover,
wanna hate,
wanna live,
wanna be mesmerized,
wanna live,
wanna smile,
wanna laugh,
wanna format the brain,
wanna live,
wanna promise,
wanna be me,

BUT I CAN'T!

To really love a woman
To understand her
You gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought
See every dream
And give her wings when she wants to fly

And when you find yourself
Lying helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman
You tell her that she is really wanted
When you love a woman
You tell her that she is the one
She needs somebody
To tell her that it is gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
Really really ever loved a woman

To really love a woman
Let her hold you
Do you know how she needs to be touched ?
You gotta breath her
Really taste her
To you can feel her in your blood
Then when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman
You tell her that she is really wanted
When you love a woman
You tell her that she is the one
She needs somebody
To tell her that you' ll always be together
So tell me have you ever really
Really really ever loved a woman

You got to give her some faith
Hold her tight
A little tenderness
You gotta treat her right
She' ll be there for you
Taking good care of you
You really gotta love your woman

And when you find yourself
Lying helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman
You tell her that she is really wanted
When you love a woman
You tell her that she is the one
She needs somebody
To tell her that it is gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
Really really ever loved a woman
Just tell me have you ever really
Really really ever loved a woman
Just tell me have you ever really
Really really ever loved a woman.

A working day starts not very early in the morning these days...
followed by several black coffees during the day...
having some snacks for lunch...
spending time with Nil in department's canteen and chat...
going back to work....
read...
work...
check e-mails every 5 minutes waiting for an e-mail that never comes...
going back to work...
its getting dark outside and I am dieing to smoke...
playing badminton sometimes for an hour or so...
going back home...
taking a shower....
drinking black tea and smoke as many cigarettes as possible!
watching TV and reading some books...
going to bed...
waiting for a call that I never receive...
trying to sleep...
thinking....
leaving the bed...
smoking again sitting in dark...
going back to bed...
falling asleep...
9:30 alarm on my nerves...turn it off and sleep again...
getting up around 10 and "this is another beautiful day"!

I am trying...
I am just trying...
I am patient....
I am damn patient....
I am gonna do it...
I am fucking gonna do it...

--Yesterday the sky was blue and sun as shiny as possible and it was raining!!

--I have found the lost piece of my research puzzle...nowadays I can sit in lab till late and work. I have no idea how it happened!!

--I know, you know how much I love you and this makes me relieved :)

That's why I am easy....
I am easy like Sunday morning....!!

I installed the latest Debian on my machine.

I could install Skype successfully for the first time, having in and out sound!!
I have the latest firefox with Simpsons persona on it!!!!
I am gonna love Debian more than Ubuntu and Fedora for sure. Though Ubuntu is naughtier than Debian :D

p.s1:
Don't panic. All these boring names I am using are different linux OS's....

p.s2:
I have fresh and very tasty plane doughnut for breakfast...!!!!
Hey guys, do u remember Spicer college bakery?

Don't care how bad you are...wear a headset on and listen to your favorite track 10 times nonstop!
This heals most of the pain and cleanse your brain!!!!
Instead, you may lose your hearing ability after sometime which is not a bad payback!!!!!!!

....آسمان اینجا ابریست این روزها، و حال و روز ما نیز

Nothing is more pleasant that working on Sundays!!!!

It's raining outside and I am drinking hot black coffee inside, listening to some nice pieces of music as loud as possible...
See, everything looks perfect... Its just your absence which is drilling my brain..

I have missed you...
Understand?

I drove 1270 Km on motorcycle from Bombay to Dendali and back to Pune, backside of a hero,Sheetal!
Dendali is a small town close to Dendali national Park, almost in the middle of jungle,150 Km away from Panjim in Goa.
We stayed one day there, having a safari riding very early in the morning to the heart of jungle, following by an amazing and awesome river rafting. In the afternoon we went to see royal and solid crocodiles (around 25) that were living in some part of the river happily!!
We headed back to Pune the next morning. Though we faced a tyre blast on the way and it started raining late in afternoon, we reached home safe, in one piece :).

p.s:
I learned how to drive a geared bike. Next time I will drive myself instead of sitting backside :D

I am gonna have an exciting bike trip to somewhere near Goa the day after tomorrow...
I wish you were here...
I wish...

!!
...
(...)...,..?
..;
:((
!!

I bought a cool watch yesterday!

My boss is leaving tomorrow night!
El is leaving tomorrow noon!
and I am gonna live...

Thank god I have work to do!!

تو که چشمات خیلی‌ قشنگه
رنگ چشمات خیلی‌ عجیبه
تو که این همه نگاهت واسه چشمام گرم و نجیبه
میدونستی که چشات شکل یه نقاشیه که تو بچگی‌ می‌شه کشید
میدونستی یا نه ، میدونستی یا نه
میدونستی که تو چشمای تو رنگین کمونو می‌شه دید
میدونستی یا نه ، میسونستی یا نه

I feel very well right now,this minute and maybe hopefully whole day today!!
I just wanted to share it before I lost it :)))))
I am listening to some junk pieces of music which I have kept on my machine before I reinstall its OS.....they are old and fun and really entertaining....
Gonna to Bombay tomorrow noon and may spend there whole Sunday also...
I have both good and bad feelings which I would try to deal with them...enhancing my imagination and empowering my instinct!!
Don't panic,that's me!