chera nemifahmi,
man age chizi migam vase ine ke dooset daram,
vase ine ke vasam azizi!
age asabani misham o faryad mikesham vase ine ke....

ey baba,
nafahme avazi!

badbakhte khar,
basse dige...
chete,han?
haalamo be ham zadi be ghoraan!!!!!

ahhhh!!!!

Dishab ba bache ha raftim bowling bazi kardim!
man ta hala bazi nakarde boodam va kolli vasam jaleb bood,faghat heyf ke halam gerefte bood vagarna kheyli bishtar hal midad....
badesham CCD ye Iced Eskimo zadim too rag va ba ye Zinger (KFC) be onvane sham takmilesh kardim....

badam nokhod nokhod shod o har ki raft khoonash.oonayee ke moondani shodan raftim Sweet Chariot be sarfe Cafe Latte akhare shab va kolli bahse falsafi ke kheyli kheyli hal dad....yeki az soala in bood ke age majboor bashin jatoono ba yeki avaz konin,doost darin jaye ki bashin??? albate too jame 7 nafare ma reghabate asli beyne man o ash bood vali fekr kardane behesh khali az lotf nist....

shoma age gharar beshe jatoono ba kasi avaz konid in karo ba ki mikonid?
bedoonin ke majboorin va nemitoonin begin in karo nemikonid!!!!!!!!!
bahale na? :D

chand rooz pish Himan,yeki az hamkaraye ash mord!!!!!
nafahmidim chi shod,chera va daghighan be che ellat in ettefagh oftad vali az nazare mahale kare ash she has committed suicide and there has been some reasons to be reffered!
but we dont beilve that ....

anyway,she is not breathing anymore and that is the fact!

cheghadr sade ettefagh miyofte...sade o ajib....ta hamin chand rooz pish hezar ta dalil dasht vase zendegi.laptop kharide bood,gharar bood bere alman,hala dige nistesh...dige nafas nemikeshe.....be hamin rahati....faghat mimoonan khaterati ke gahi ba be yad avordanesh ham mikhoran o delemoono ye joori mikonan ke oonam hatta bade ye modat kamrang mishe o az yademoon mire va injoori ye nafare dige too in donya game over mishe!

namigam mitarsam,vali hamchin ye joorayee ghossam migire az in hame sare kari!
nemifahmam chera va roo che hesabi adam bayad inghadr majboor bashe be zendegi ke gahi aslan nemikhadesh,na midoone key oomade,na midoone vase chi oomade va namidoone khabare margesh key miyad!!!
ye joorayee kollan hamash sare kariye....
bazam daram ghor mizanam???!!!!
ey baba...

khob,hava chetore?!che aftabe mozakhrafe daghi....che zendegi-e shirini...cheghadr hame chi khoobe....na moshkeli,na harfi na hadisi....

hala khoob shod?!

to khodet nomreye bisti,
to mese hich kasi nisti....!!!!!

ye rooze sarde paayeez goldooneto shekasti....
mese aroose golha too golkhoone neshasti,
bahar miyad dobare , bazam toro miyaran,
mesle gole zinati too golkhoone mikaran,
bazam be goldoonet migi ba man bemoon hamishe,
nabashi bi to mimiram , gol bi goldoon nemishe....

man hamishe adat dashtam vaghti ye chizi mididam ya mishnidam hey mineveshtam,hala hey type mikonam!
albate ellate asliye goosh dadan be in sabk music oonam be in bolandi serfan faramoosh kardane zamane mojood va kharej shodan az fazaye felist.ellatesham fekr konam vase kheyli ha roshan bashe....
bari ke oon balast dige dare hamvazne in shahr mishe be khoda...
manam adamam,hadeaghal ye zamani boodam....

rasti,
nabayad begam vali ye webloge dige dorost kardam ke az in be bad har chi harfe moft daram beram oon too bezanam va inja ye kam moadabtar besham....
oonghadr oonyeki makhfiyanast ke khodam ham gomesh mikonam gahi!!!!!!!!!
fek kon,
hesab kon....

parisa,
nemidooni cheghadr delam alan ye coffee shope denj mikhad,ba ghahve o sigar o ye joft gooshe motmaen! be yade ghadima....garche,zaheran hichi az ghadima namoonde va hame chi be fuck rafte....

khob,
as usual in hamash shod ghor o harfe moft.
ghol midam az in be bad ghoramo bebaram jaye dige bezanam.
mano bebakhshid....

P.S1:
man az inayee ke too in aksast mikham!
adam delesh ab miyofte,na?
yade parsal be kheyr ke banoo oomade bood inja raft ye kiseye gonde(Rs. 500!!!!!!!!!!!) az ina kharid...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

P.S2:
midoonam ke ash kolli ghor mizane ke chera in post inghadr deraze!!!!!!!!
;)

Recently I have faced with a new damn problem!
I don't like my weblog anymore...!!!!!!!!!!!
There is something that I don't like it,and it isn't the color or features or the title or ....
It isn't what I write or what I don't write...
It isn't the viewers...!!!!

It is something else....something else......

Sorry , but comments are not welcome!
Just forget it....

I am thinking....
what will happen next!?
what is the next fucking episode in this play?!!?
who will lead the role and who will support?!?
what will be the conclusion???

and I am not talking about myself!
I am wondering about my whole surrounding...
my country,
my people,
my traditions,
my ideas,
my future,
my family,
my friends,
and me!!!!

no matter if I am at the end of the list,but I am there.
and I keep asking "WHY" ????
She said I must learn and get used to live without being loved or loving someone!!!!and if she is right,then why should I keep searching even?
if she is right,then why should I be worried so much?????
if she is right,then I will fuck this life and enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

welcome,
because this will be a new life!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

har che dar tavan darid talash konid ta dar in sale jadid,
khoshaltar,
shadtar,
salamat tar,
khoshgel tar,
khoshbakht tar,
va
pooldar tar bashid!!!!!!!!!!!!

az ma goftan bood!!!!!

Hameye ma too zendegihamoon ye jahayee kam miyarim o ye jahayee ziyad!
Hameye ma ye jahayee too zendegihamoon gahi ehsase zende boodan mikonim o gahi marg...
Hameye ma ye joorayee gahi kharemoon badjoor too gel mimoone...
va ina hich kodoom ajib nistan!!
bayad did cheghadr va chejoor mishe bahashoon deal kard....

hamin ke hamdigaro mikhayn basse! baghiyash halle....!!!!!!!!!
enshalla be paye ham pir shin,
nakone biyoftin be joone ham o sare lahafe molla pooste hamo bekanin?
be khoda in zendegi binamoos tar az oone ke inghadr behesh hal bedim...bayad moratab halesho begirim va behesh befahmoonim ke mishe ba hameye moshkelatesh kenar oomad.....

ey baba,
midooni ke ,
dooset daram!
regardless of what you say or where you are...


P.S:
alan daram Habib-e ghadimi goosh midam!
ajab khoob mikhoone in badmassab....!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bi to man az naghle baranam,baranam,baranam...
chon abr-e baharanam,geryanam,geryanam,geryanam...
bi to man ba chashme geryan,seyle gham bord ashiyanam,
khabe sorkhe boosehayat mineshinad bar labanam...

Saamaleyk!

emrooz az sobh ta hala mesle ye dozde vaghe-ee 5 ta film-e Irani-e abgooshti download kardam ta in weekend chizi kam nadashte basham!
Ye kaaseye gonde popcorn , ye jaye garm o narm va ye alame film vase didan...

hurrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaa!
jaye hame khali,
deletoonam besooze...

ye nafar behem goft:
to moshkelet ine ke be hame ta'alogh dari ,
vali hich kas be to ta'alogh nadare...!!!!!!!!!!
va to ham be hich adame khasi ta'alogh nadari!!!!!!!!!!!

She said that I am global!!!!!!
but a lonely global person , perhaps....

nakone rast mige?!?!???
:((((

Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows, only time..
And who can say if your love grows,
As your hearth chose, only time..

Who can say why your heart sights,
As your live flies, only time..
And who can say why your heart cries
when your love lies, only time..

Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be ,in your heart..
and who can say when the day sleeps,
and the night keeps all your heart..
Night keeps all your heart.....

Who can say if your love groves,
As your heart chose, only time...
And who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows, only time...

Who knows? Only time
Who knows? Only time

alan delam mikhad beram Mulshi....saket o tanha....fekr konam alan faghat tabiat-e ke mitoone ye hali behem bede o ye kam sare halam biyare...

amoo arman kojayee????!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S:
dishab film-e perfume ro didam.
well,can't say anything...just sit and watch it ... it was quiet ajib gharib....

nemidoonam chi begam!

oonghadr harf daram vase nazadan ke had nadare.....!!!!!!
vali mesle hamishe tarjih midam ke nagameshoon...
khodetoon midoonin,m ifahmin,na?

dirooz nemidoonam che margim shode bood delam mikhast ekteshaf az khodam dar vakonam,beef ro tebghe ye recipe ke too travel and living dide boodam too aab-e sib o sir o etc. etc. marinate kardam ! va badam pokhtam! bad nashod,faghat ye tahmazeye shirin gereft....
eshkale asli-e ghaziye in bood ke too hal dashtam kar mikardam va oonghadr mahve mohasebatam shode boodam ke yadam raft aslan ye chizi roo gaze va kholase ba booye sookhtegi az jam paridam :(((
albate aslan khodetoono negaran nakonid,chon oonghadri moond ke gorosne namoonim.ye pooreye sibzamini ham zadim dastesho kholase mmmmm....

ajab...
mikhastam chi benevisam,chi shod.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nobody remains virgin!
Life fucks everyone.....!!!!!

:) !!