why,I don't know but I am reaching to the point that people,everyone,including myself !! , has become a tiny sample but a mixture of selfishness,jealousy,hatred and ....
I don't see any pure human being around !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am sick of seeing them around when they need me,and while happiness,you never hear a single word!
what is happening to us??!!
Maybe the best treatment is walking...alone...as far as possible...
as n joon has started....
and leaving them all to go to hell....
I don't like it but I am becoming a kind of not interested in social activities anymore! it looks like a diversion to me...from what,I don't know!
It is around 2:30 pm and I have finished my second mug of coffee....
I feel good today.
no idea why.
I like to work today.
I have started thinking today!!!!!!
maybe because today is first of Jan 2009...