Being a perfectionist used to rule my world I remember. Everything and everybody was supposed to be at the right time and place. Future was well planned and there was a clear path to coming days. And I was governing the whole surrounding.
Now, it's totally different. I live in days not even knowing where I'm gonna be the next day and what I'm gonna do. Future has lost it's meaning and there is no clarity per se. And I'm just flying in the beautiful but sometimes scary space of illusions. Roads are blocked or open, I don't care. Folks will stay or leave, I don't care. I will stay or leave, I don't know. And the best part is that I honestly don't give a shit!!
I just enjoy the moments and live them and nurture the pale possibility of finding love in each and every corner of life.
And I'm not scared anymore!!

And sometimes what is needed is time to heal...and sometimes time works just like a sharp piece of bone in the god damn wound!!
Gosh, I hate the distance...

P.s: I just got the degree in Persian after they fucked me properly over some period of time!!

I need to get back to me!! That's enough...

Sometimes a line, just a line makes your world...

Staying alone these days at a friends place..and this is absolutely what I need now..need to stay away from good friends I have..read more, think less and do more photography, even writing is an option..I guess coming two weeks are crucial and some good stuff will happen... Also thinking of traveling to north and look for a piece of land to buy... I don't know..and for the sake of survival I need your breath...close to my face...
Come and find me... :)

I have to build the walls...stronger this time...and why in the whole world I thought I could let someone in?
I rather have me inside and the rest of the univers OUT!!! I may then rest in peace, as everyone else does...and I'm just a small piece of this fucked up puzzle...

Don't take me serious, I'm just fuckin angry!!

Why at times everything goes on my nerves?!
I'm just so tired of nagging here, yet this is the only place I can freely speak...
I need to need you...
I need to know that you need me...
I need to run away from everything and everybody...
I need to talk...
I need to cry...
I need to see and comprehend...
I need to care...
I need to be cared...
I need to dream... A lot...
I need to...!!!!

Holding your hands...looking into your eyes... And you are so so far away...and you could have me...and you are making the same mistake twice...and it sounds funny but ideas never wait!!

What the hell do I want????

It was so unusual...talking to you...meeting you...so unusual...and it's a common battle...lets see which one is gonna win...heart or brain...