October 29, 2013
It sounds funny but playing clash of clans takes me back to my phd time in India where I used to play same stuff whenever my head was about to explode coz of heavy calculations...
And nowadays, I feel just like a small kid who could enjoy from simple stuff...just like old times...and I pretty like it :)
And nothing keeps me alive but improving my heart's strength..yet I rather doing it with you...WITH you...with YOU...WITH YOU!!
واى كه اين واژه ها ...لال اند در پيش تو
آه چه بد زخميه...كه فردا كيست هم آغوش تو
شال شال سرخ تو...
موج موج موى تو...
These cold days and nights remind me of you...and I miss your warm breath on my face and your hot body in my arms...
And this is called self torture!!
October 26, 2013
Black coffee with dark chocolate and smoke and silence converts a hectic busy working day to a just perfect one :)
October 25, 2013
we all feel awkward some days wih no explanations...and today is one of em...
Yet, never beleive it, there is always a reason to feel that way!!
- it has become fucking cold..and I will have a terrible winter, waking up in dark every god damn morning :)
She came to the office, I was checking the papers...she said she is sorry for the bad result as she wasn't ready for the exam...she said goodbye, turned back, blew me a kiss and said: I love you very much mam and ran out...and I felt blessed :)
My Left leg is killing me these days...standing long or walking has become too painful...thank to old days basketball injuries which I never gave them enough time to heal :(
October 21, 2013
October 17, 2013
When your heart and soul is touched,
When every inch of your body is touched,
When your source of desire is touched,
When your mind and imagination is touched,
When...
It means you are loved!
October 14, 2013
It ain't far...we will unit...we will laugh...we will live...we will love...we will touch...we will kiss...we will make love...we will listen...we will talk...we will look into each other's eyes...we will live...
we will live...
we will live...
we will live...
we will live...
It ain't far...
October 13, 2013
October 8, 2013
Work...home...walls...junk food...black coffee...gyming...books...movies...music...
And where are you?!!!
October 7, 2013
October 6, 2013
Whatever is left in me is yours...my whole existence converted to love and energy to melt away your tiredness...
Deal?
October 5, 2013
-Weird...Saturday still is a weekend for me and at the same time the first working day of the week...weird...
-nothing is as beautiful as this pale smelly sunlight..just warms a bit...doesn't harm much and you were right, I'm better today..and guess what, I felt you here suddenly!! Talked with you...I made breakfast and you sat on the counter and we talked about the day in the morning and I left for work :)
It looks like the one who needs help is me not anybody else!!!!!
Watching "True romance"...nice movie...and what else when Quentin has written the screen play!!
Thank you Tony Scott :)
October 4, 2013
Oh ya, we talk once in a week, then once in two weeks, then once in a month. But we love each other, we only have different priorities...work, family, school, business...
And dont worry...nothing is gonna harm this story between us, coz we beleive in each other's love and heart!!!
Hahahaha...beautiful, ain't it?
October 3, 2013
-And now 7.0.2 is available!!!
I never in my whole life wanted to downgrade this much!!!
Fuck you apple, you just suck since Steve passed away...
-Had a rough day. My mouth is still full of blood and my gum aches...smoked half a pack and drank 3 black coffees already to bring back the germs!!! I'm such an ass sometimes...
-I'm so close to forget how it feels to have someone who cares, who's there...who knows...these walls witness the insanity and only these walls...and if these walls could talk...we live our lives and we make a perfect picture which always carries a giant question mark..and we learn how to save our breath for the final lap in this marathon, not knowing where the finish line is...and we hope, only hope...and hope is the only connection to the living part of the univers...and we could only whisper in each other's ears, that we are gonna make it!!
Oh fate, please stay on our side, a little more...
God I'm so tired....