It has become very hot and humid here... not comparable with last year or years before...cant sleep at all...so I am thinking a lot when I cant sleep and this is good!!
I have missed many things and many of my friends..but I am happy they each are at some corners of this world,living and going on and wish them to be good....
I am going to experience some phase changes soon and try to keep my head up...
I love myself,like any other human...
I love myself and I try to help others to do so!!!!!!!
ha ha ha ha ....
believe me..it is me.....and I am me,still....!!!!!!
and work is fine...just need to be more focused....more focused....
I wish dj was here,we could go for a cup of coffee to that cozy CCD...or if with ash to the aundh rd. CCD... or neda,but we never tried any CCD together :D or ......those who lived with me,in pain and happiness and stayed with me and didn't leave me like some others did...

Neu is going back to Iran the day after tomorrow...she is leaving india forever....
Nas's new friend! will join her in a month and they together will also leave in 2 months from now...
Niloo is already left...
shahrokh is left also and so u can see no one is remained...only arash who we are not so close...
anyway....I close this ghamnaame by saying that I am not sad...this is a change and is needed....!!!!!

Hey asal,where r u,by the way?????

بکارت با تجديد نظر کامل
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http://news.gooya.com/columnists/archives/086292.php

How To Get Through Life?!?!?!

Sleep as much as you can
Read books that you enjoy
Play with simple things
Do whatever you want --
whenever you want...
Look for affection when you need it...
Get serious once in a while...
Forget about diets....
Show some affection...
Get angry once in a while....
Change your looks...

Above all, be happy,
regardless of what your challenges may be...
Have a great life!

May your troubles be less,
your blessings more,
and may nothing but happiness
come through your door.

I watched " The reader" last night and I loved it....
I dont know why I loved it so much...because it happened in Germany!
because it's narrating a not happy ending love story!!
Kate was the weightiest point of the movie. The porn scenes , although are between a 15.5 year-old boy and a 36 year-old lady and look nonsense but still capture you....then u see that kate has worked as a SS guard in Auschwitz and is accused of killing few hundred people as a selector for gassing!!!!!!!!!!!
but u never hate her,because she is kate and she is beautiful and she had a romantic affair with a 20 year-old younger boy!!!!!!!

well,
The only thing I can say is that every one played wonderfully....they were all very very good...kate endured 7.5 hrs of make up every time when she was supposed to be old!!!!!
and totally you first like the movie,then when u think you realized there are many things to talk and to think....

A very good cup of coffee, a pack of cheap biscuit and million things to do or think about!!!!
This is my everyday schedule....
we crossed 41.6 C yesterday!!!! almost cooked,juicy and tender....medium :D
It is expected to have a very heavy rainy season in June...
too in mamlekat adam az chale dar miyad miyofte too chah!!!!!
vali dar kol,khoda ro shokr...salemimo sare haal....garma o baroon sikhi chand...fucking life o bechasb ke kheyli hal mide....

-Viva Man. Utd....
Viva Ronaldo....
Viva Sir. Alex Fergussen....
Viva khodam le alan daram az goshnegi mimiram.....
I dont know how ash is feeling after Bayern Munich was crashed...but please accept my condolences....

-agha be jaane azizetoon bavar befarmaayeed maa bi taghsirim!
maa faghat ke kafe dast jaa mikhaym vase zendegi o ye mosht del vase bastan be yeki....
be khoda taghsire maa nabood...!!!!
ey NJ kojayee,bazam khabari azat nist....

migan too zendegi ham roozaye khoob hast o ham roozaye sakht...
roozaaye sakhto be yade roozaye khoob tey konim o,
roozaye khoob,roozaye sakht o faramoosh nakonim....
albate dar har do soorat darim sare khodemoon kolah mizarim,vali chareyee nist...
na mage?!!

In a Chicago hospital, a gentleman had made several attempts to get into the men's restroom, but it had always been occupied.
A nurse noticed his predicament.
Sir, she said ' You may use the ladies room if you promise not to touch any of the buttons on the wall'
He did what he needed to, and as he sat there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch.
Each button was identified by letters: WW , WA , PP, and a red one labeled ATR.
Who would know if he touched them?
He couldn't resist.. He pushed WW. Warm water was sprayed gently upon his bottom.
What a nice feeling, he thought Men's restrooms don't have nice things like this.
Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA button. Warm air replaced the warm water, gently drying his underside.
When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flower to this unbelievable pleasure.. The ladies restroom was more than a restroom, it is tender loving pleasure.
When the powder puff completed its pleasure, he couldn't wait to push the ATR button which he knew would be supreme ecstasy.
Next thing he knew he opened his eyes, he was in a hospital bed, and a nurse was staring down at him.
'What happened?' he exclaimed. The last thing I remember was pushing the ATR button.
'The button ATR is an Automatic Tampon Remover. Your penis is under your pillow.'
:D

salam,
ba arze sharmandegi be estehzaar miresaanad ke injaneb dar chand rooz-e gozashte be bimari-e bitarbiyati dochar shodam ke hamash mano majboor mikard karaye golab be rootoon bokonam! va chon ghaziye toolani shod va jaan az maatahte injaneb kharej gardid digar tavani barayam namande bood...vali aknoon behtar mibasham o mitavanam az pase zendegiyam bedoone sarkeshi-e motavali be mostarah bar biyayam!!!!

hala be khatere garma bood ya chi nemidoonam...vali jatoon na khali...
be jash kolli maankan shodam alan albate :o

felan chakere hamegi....

well, we crossed 40! and jaaye hamatoon na khaali!!!!
last night nastaran and I decided to sleep in balcony,carrying everything desperately ... for the first 30 min. it was heaven...a cold breeze and stars above us... but then we started noticing unwanted guests around...Mosquitoes...and we ran away back to out own safe hell in just another half an hour...!

But instead let me tell u this also that yesterday we had kabab koobide for lunch!!!! we suddenly decided and we made it,without scaring of heat , we made a small manghal in the balcony and made a delicious kabab with rice and goje and lots of butter and yummmmmm...jaye hamatoon khali in dafe :D

It has become very hot here...already 38 and 41 is expected!!!!
you imagine dige.....ke che mikeshim....
can't sleep,can't eat,can't work.... nothing... nothing... for us,used to have cooler and AC back at home now it is very very difficult to bare this condition,even after so many years being here!!!!!

I hate here and I hate my current situation.I must focus and find the way out....I must talk to the island!!!! I couldn't sleep last night and hence remained in bed till 12 in the morning and this is not who I am...
I just need one more push!!!! as the baby is coming.. :)
and I feel blessed of having this place...and honestly,it is better than many of my "FRIENDS" !!
:o
:D