Watched "Rabbit hole" last night....not a very special movie, but a very calm and pretty realistic one.

Future seems so close...stretch your hands...on your tows...come on...few more inches...sustain the balance....come on...cccome on...

Just picture it....The first monsoon rain...and no rain coat!
Taa tahe fihaa khaaledoonemoon khis shod...... :pppp

These days while working I am listening to This is it(MJ) and all the memorable songs in it....god...the guitarist(Orianthi) is fucking smoking hotttttt and could turn anyone on!

U r getting old buddy...but I wish you go through this year also!

I've got a three months deadline to complete the third paper. This means I will submit the synopsis in Sept. and the thesis in Dec. , max.
This means hell of a hardwork which is fine.
This means a huge change.
This means I am gonna leave India in no time.....
This means I am gonna move again...
Well, I am back again in scheduling events which was an old habit and I lost it when I found it not useful...
This means I need to workkkkkkkkkkkk.....

Come one...push...push....

Got the blood test results today...everything is on the upper limit border....including cholesterol and blood sugar...

Seems seriously must think of doing something!!!!!
do u mean no red meant for some time!????? :(((((

"La sconosciuta" or "The Unknown Woman" directed by Giuseppe Tornatore is a must watch.

Are you kidding me? Do you mean I have to learn C??
baba bikhiyal...

p.s: emrooz nahar abgoosht darim :)))
Nil Nil joonam pokhte!

Oh AC AC AC....I screw summer with your help sweet darling....and I laugh right into its ugly hot face while shivering in your arms at 24 C !!!

Nil thinks I am not helping myself by just accepting the recent changes and not preventing being captured....she is right perhaps, but these are the symptoms and she doesn't get it. The sickness is the sickness! sharp and deep and for some , there is no treatment. I am ruined and broke and I feel it with each and every inch of my entire existence and I smile, less though!!!!
And this is not an overreaction.
This is honest.
This is your fault!
This is my fault!

Just submitted the paper....fingers crossed, eyes blissful, hands shaky...and I am gonna kick your ass soon dear PhD!

I feel my head as heavy as this town....and the people around like tiny species, crawling,crying...and who am I? I am the town owner!!!!...
yeah...I need something strong!

بوی ویرانی می‌‌یاد...از ته حلقم، از عمق استخونام...
دیگه فیلم بازی کردن بسه....دیگه جواب نمیده...دیگه نمیدونم چی‌ می‌شه...دیگه جواب همهٔ سوال‌ها رو ندارم...دیگه به هیچ چیز و هیچ کس مطمئن نیستم...دیگه روزا خوشمزه نیستن....دیگه فیلم بازی کردن بسه..
ادعایِ دپرس نبودن خودش اندِ دپرسیه به قرآن...هیچ کاریشم نمی‌شه کرد

The new title is approved:

"Electronic structure and properties of Metal clusters and quantum dots
using density functional theory and coupled-cluster methods"

Kinda don't like it!!!!

I have no idea why, but I feel awesome!!!!
huh, ajibe na??

I am good today...too too good....
Now I am sure I will never ever trust a soul in my life!!!
and that's the reason to be good and fuck everyone around. Beileve me, they don't deserve it...They just want to suck out your strength and misuse your passion and honesty.

hah...??????
che farghi mikone...mohem ine ke man alan khoobam.... :))))

نبودی
نیستی‌
و نخواهی بود
و من
خواهم کرد
زندگانی را
!!!!!!